My wings are tired…

I my name is G.O. and i have 15 years, i know dat maybe im too young, but my life has been shit since mmmm ever?My family is so f***** up, my dad is a bastard, since i was 4 he would always beat me up and my mum would only say”ohh it’s your fault, u know how is ur father” … 3 years ago my dad divorced from that slut of my mum”she was a gold digg, i could always see her wit some dude, my dad didn t care, he was whoring 2…”

Then at 12 i thinked that i could become happy witout my dad,but in my fu***** school i began to be bullied, i was kinda fat at tat time and i was really ugly+ i had no friends, i was always alone,i was sad i had no one to talk wit so i started cutting myslef wit that man old razor blade,it went all well until last november i cut too deep and i was in my school bathroom…….

since them things went all wrong, my “mum?” Is trying to be nice to me, my sis 2, but im not a retard like thy think , every time my sis or mother friends come to tis fucccking house i can hear them talk sh*t bout me, my sis once when i tried to talk to her bout her friends (shes 13 and got a bf who is 21 and friends 15+) said extacly this “eww gross, how dare u talk to my friends u emo ******!”my own sister….

my mum dont give a f*uck bout me she only care bout the money , my sister is a sl*t, i cant trust no one, i got no friends,my dad only care bout fuc*ing “melissa” im being bullied everyday at school, i cant stand it anymore, i just want to kill them all andthen die…