Finally gave in to my urges and cut for the first time in a couple months; i feel so shitty but relieved. i feel so weak and terrible after i have fights with my mom; i guess im just feeling alone. name shit different day.
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holy hell, is it really *the* Sunflower??
hahah the one and only lol <3
we missed ya around here, not sure if it’s a good or bad thing you’re back though. i hope you’ll be okay *hugs*
haha i missed chatting with people here too :(… its definitely not a good thing but I wouldnt say at this moment Im suicidal, i actually want to live and want things to get better; I’m just extremely sad and starting to fall backwards again unfortunately :/ *kisses* <3
How long have you gone without cutting? It’s been awhile for me… I fight the urge especially on my bad days.. It’s hard… I know I will better once I do, but I just keep fighting the urge.
it was about 2 months… until yesterday that is
I’m sorry to hear about this. I completely understand. I relapsed a couple nights ago after a little more then 9 months clean. No one knows yet, I haven’t told my therapist and debating whether I should or not.
I would tell them… I mean thats what the therapist is there for <3