For the past seven years I have been struggling to get through the day, and I simply cannot do it anymore. With every breath that I take, I am ruining the lives of those that are around me because I am nothing more than a burden. I am a disgrace to the human race. I am a monster. I hurt those that are around me, and I ruin everything that I touch. I am a failure in every sense of the word, and nothing I ever do will ever be good enough for anyone. I have been nothing but a letdown to my family since the day that I was born. I wish that they had never conceived me because then I would not have to see the disappointment in their eyes. I am a waste of space. I am nothing. I shouldn’t be alive anymore. I hate this, and this is where my story ends.
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Is this just your feeling about being a burden to the people around you because they may well have a different opinion and your death would have a terrible effect on them. It sounds like you struggle with day to day living which I also do, I just eat, sleep and work in a dead end job. I hope you can find something in your life to hold on to, something that makes you want to keep going. You are so negative and that’ll just keep dragging you down. I know it’s hard and you’ve been like this for many years and changes in the way you feel may take time but please keep going because they can change.