In everybody’s life there are ups and downs, but it seems like in my life there are ups and downs and downs and some more downs. And that goes for each and every day. I can’t stand it. This thing is driving me crazy. Correction – driving me to the edge of fucking putting a bullet through my freaking skull, because crazy I already am.
I’m on the verge of knocking myself out, hopefully with enough pills this time.
There is a part of me that do wants to live, to experience whatever may, but that part is very small. The other part, the dominent part, say I should just end everything.
These hills of emotion where I travel sometimes take me high, but most of the time I just go downhill and suffer.
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Save up for a wagon =b
I’m wanting to do that but I’m too debilitated all by myself. Here, in you beautiful blue abyss. In my black robe……… Save me.
your*
Strange binary … Whomever, is of SP’. Here; is my last chance.
The ‘Divine-Intervention’, at Godspeed.
The essence of my word, I hope you hear me.
A cosmic light, save me.
SP’s*
Whomever, you may be. Alchemy.
I need to escape my inner help now…….. God save me. God save me. I will say it a million times if you save me. Whomever, you may be.
Could be the other or it could be you.
Wagon Of Lotus
inner-hell*
….
Save me like a White Lighter
I am, the dead Wiccan
The wagon, is the truth
Save me, save me soon
I am the child, of the flower
My fate, a heaven’s monster-beast
Vowed to my veil, White Lighter
My true dark hell…
I pray to you in most ultimate of all
Fathom, my undead.