Let’s see where to start when everything is wrong
My life is a mess and it seems to just get worse
I try to work it out I try to fake a smile
Every time I see the shimmer of light
I get dragged back down into this darkness
Inside my chest is this hole that never seems to heal
Despite my efforts and my attempts it’s the same
Gashed open arms stapled shut
Medication overdose, drowning
Always being found before it’s to late
Dragged to the hospital yet another week
In solitary alone under suicide watch
Every attempt always the same
What’s the point of saving someone
Who doesn’t even want to be here in the first place
Why save someone when all there is
In this broken life of mine is tears sadness torment
Sorrow anger hate loneliness
Is this some kind of joke,
Is this for your amusement
I’m so sick of hearing it will get better
When through these ten years
It only gets worse …
It hurts to breath I’m out of tears to cry
All that’s left is my final good bye
And you just won’t let me have it
You would rather see the sorrow in my dead eyes