I met a boy. He asked me out. And I was excited. Until I remembered.
I come from a different world than him. I come from a world that preys on the innocent and the ignorant and rots them from the inside out. I come from a world that takes pleasure in pain, in blood, in tears. My world is the worst kind of war, the worst kind of pain, the worst kind of silence.
And I have a responsibility to never let him into that world. I cannot introduce another innocent, beautiful soul into this darkness. I cannot let the pain take away his laugh and tear apart his smile the way it all took me prisoner. I am a part of that world, I will destroy everyone I touch. I cannot let it touch him.
He is beautiful. He is innocent.
I have to stay alone. I have to let him go.
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Or maybe he could be your strength? Guide you when you don’t know what to do?
Be your reason for smiling and waking up everyday
I can’t put that pressure on him. He doesn’t deserve it
I know your feeling…
Please email me at andrewholstein1@gmail.com
Or kik me at Kalmahavak
Please? I’d love to be your friend. 🙂 we both certainly need one.
I love my ex bf like you wouldn’t believe. Everything he could have ever wanted, and I mean EVER wanted was here for him. There would be no darkness but light and laughter…I know this so deeply it’s indescribable. Why did he treat me like I was a 2nd class citizen? Why? Everyone does.