I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up, or get cancer and die. I don’t know why I feel this way almost all the time.
it seems to me that living is so much work and effort and it is just not worth it.
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I have felt the way you do in the past. But I have come to appreciate life even though its not always perfect. Life is a struggle but you have to learn to enjoy working through the issues that come your way and the moments you have that make it all worthwhile.
Dieing is something you can do later on when your old and the course of your life has run its full.
untill then, life is what you make f it so try to find some urpose for yourself and persue it.
make big changes if necesarry.
I totally agree with Uptown234.
Life is absolutely what you make of it. Yes it may appear futile and meaningless if the end result is death, but you can not deny the fact there are benefits worth reaping even if they appear temporary.
Its not like we have any other choice, we are all already stuck on the ride called life so we might as well see it through and make it fun.
“I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up, or get cancer and die. I don’t know why I feel this way almost all the time.”
Maybe its time to change and start learning to live in the present and not the future nor past. Maybe its time to just experience everything life has to offer and move on to the next available experience whether it be bad or good.
Take care.
Maybe getting down to the bottom of why you feel this way is the answer to your troubles. For example, my suicidal thoughts stem from severe depression and borderline personality disorder and the fact that I serve no purpose on this earth. In my case, I should look for something to give me purpose (although I have been unsuccessful). But do you understand what I’m saying? Identify the problem, then see if you can change it.
I am sorry you feel this way and hope you will feel better soon
I wish, I could will myself to die. Your post surmises the basic thought I have ever day.
I realized that dying is easy… Living is what’s hard. I remember when I was a child, death used to scare me. Now, it’s the exact opposite.
thanks! it is validating to know others feel the same way.
everything about living is so complicated and take so much effort. there are so much expectations and responsibilities to live life to the fullest and seize the day that I feel like I’m just wasting oxygen and all the limited resources in this world.
what keeps me going is my daughter. I can’t leave and traumatize her, make her carry “mom gave up on herself” for the rest of her life.
Same Felling !