i have been an unwanted child of my parents since my birth. My old fukking asshole of a father didn’t realize the mistake that he was going to commit on that unfortunate fukking day. it kind of just happenned and I got fukking born.
Now this is only the start of my fukking life and I have been wanting to kill myself for over a fukking 15 years, but somehow have still not been able to do and am fukking living on.
Have read the peaceful pill over a dozen times, but can’t find the fukking ******** or the fukking exit bag. Have decided on CO death, and this time will be a certainity.
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IM sorry to hear your life has turned out like this. My story is pretty much the same as yours.
Most of my life has been pain in one way or the other. I have tried to end it a few times and failed. Like you I have read about methods that I just dont have access to. so I go on each day. doing the best I can. I hope you find peace my friend
I hope you find peace as well. I have that book to and other ones and have the exact same problem trying to get that. I sort of gave up on trying any of those methods in those books. Good luck to you hope you feel better