Hello everyone.
Yes, I’m still here.
I was about to do it but called a very important person to say goodbye. Someone I love very much. Someone I had once but do no longer. They told me that they couldn’t be with me if I was gone. So with that little bit of hope, I put the bottle away. I still have my suicide date set for the day after Thanksgiving (how ironic), but for now, I’m hanging in there.
Thank you to everyone who answered my last post. It meant a lot to me.
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Glad you are still here.
There’s a difference between still here and staying here. Our job now is to facilitate you staying here to the best of our collective ability. But more importantly — I’m happy you’re here, Lauren.
Gimme a shout if you need anything at all.
Thank you very much.