I’m hopefully going to end it tonight. I’ve felt unhappy and alone for many years and while I’ve coped for as long as I have its gradually gotten worse and I just can’t deal with it anymore. My only regret is the pain I’ll cause my family and the few friends I have by doing this, I don’t expect them to respect my decision some of them will even think I’m selfish and a coward but if refusing to continue to live in misery to keep them happy is selfish then so be it.
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Hugs. Want to talk?
I’d love to be your friend.
Is it not equally selfish for those around you to want you to stay alive, and suffer, just for them? The view of what seems selfish seems to be elastic. But I’m not advocating for you to go…just that I understand.
Dude, and I’m serious about, get set-up on a high gaming PC desktop, and get on the Elder Scrolls Online. Start a wagon on here. That’s what I’m aiming for in life, right now.
Izzybean I’d like to be friends. Even if its only shortlived 🙂
I’d love to Bisban but unfortunately I can’t afford a PC 🙁
dang..
Save up for one
I’m trying to acquire one, too =\
I’m happy to talk If you want stuie even if it is shortlived 🙂