I cant get anything right. I’m on my 4th attempt, every other attempt would have worked for anyome else but it seems like the world just wants me to suffer.
I wrapped my car around a tree at 120mph, climbed out of the roof and walked away not a scratch on me.
I highsided my motorbike in excess of 130mph, and just rolled into a ditch, not a scratch on me.
I locked myself in a tiny bathroom, sealed all the vents, with 4kg of smouldering charcoal, and I woke up with nothing but a headache.
I have 2.6g of Sertraline, 24g of Paracetomol, and 8g of Ibuprofen. I don’t know if that is enough. I want to end it all now but part of me is telling me to wait a few more weeks and stockpile some more Sertaline.
I’m fed up of being on my own, I don’t want this.
Help me.
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i call bullshit. 120 MPH??? thats fuckin bullshit… and ur cycle at 130MPH?? ur outrageous if u think we’ll believe that
It was a 2006 Honda Civic, with a 5 star safety rating. I hit the curb and initiated the roll at 120, granted the velocity may have dropped in the run up to the collision – if the tree had been two feet to the right I’d have been crushed.
As for the bike; I don’t know if you’ve ever crashed a motorcycle, but if you slam the brakes on at speed the front end will lock up and slide. Once again, the brakes were applied at just short of 130mph, the fact that it was icy aided in the sliding, the impact with the ground probably occurred at under 100 – wearing full leathers (thinking back that was the smartest decision, I must have been scared), a 20 foot roll on concrete followed by a 100 foot roll and slide on wet grass was not enough to cause serious damage. I would have expected a few broken bones, but unfortunately not. For your reference, it was a 2001 ZZR600, with uprated 4pot 320mm brakes.
I didn’t come on here to prove my case, to be honest I don’t really know why I came on here, but if you don’t believe me, that’s your decision. But if you can look past the fact that I talk bullshit, please advise on whether or not I have enough medication to do any damage.
Thanks.
Well, the explanation def helps your cause…its def plausible upon hearing the whole story and facts…
as for the medication. dont even try that route i guarantee another failed attempt. I’d order ******** and go down that road instead…but u didnt hear about ******** from me…i really shouldn’t have written that
Everyone discovers ******** at some point. Don’t feel guilty.
And I think that you surviving such dire situations may mean that there’s something more youre meant to do with your life. There must be some reason you survived right,?
i like the pic ritual! and i just dont want to be the reason somebody discovers a method of death… so
@OP plz tell me u already heard about it
It isnt possible to overdose sertraline. I have studied many others’ attempts and of all people who tried nobody succeeded. And I still have my beloved Asentra box to try… <3
Don't try Ibuprofen or Paracetamol too. I tried with Aspirin. Hello world, I'm still here. They're shit.
Look maybe it’s a sign idk if u believe in god or any type of higher power but maybe it’s a sign that u shouldn’t go through with it if you’ve had all these failed attempts. Maybe you’re destined to figure your life out and live and find happiness life isn’t meant to b easy I mean honestly I’ve thought about suicide too but there’s always something that stops me and in my mind it’s we r all going to die so we may as well just wait take things day by day and maybe figure out what makes up happy. If you aren’t dead yet then maybe it’s not your time.
And further more u shouldn’t decide your time to go because u didn’t decide your time to be conceived or born so in my mind it’s like this u shud live to see several more days of life because you don’t know what’s in store for u and taking yourself away from this world wouldn’t be right because u didn’t give urself life maybe u are meant for bigger and better things you might feel crappy right now but things will get better u just have to believe they will and take steps toward things that will brighten your mood your soul is not ready to leave otherwise you’d b gone excuse me if u don’t belief on anything of that nature but life can be beautiful it’s just up to us to find it’s beauty
I hadn’t heard of it, but it’s not something that I can obtain anyway. I want to go for CO again, but to be honest I’m scared of going by myself. Just tape up my car vents and use twice as much charcoal? I want to buy a co sensor but don’t have the money..