I have a sort of big decision to make relatively soon. I hate change, I hate it so much, but it would save me money. I just don’t know how comfortable I’d feel living this way, with other people, when I’m already the world’s most passive push-over. I also pace a lot and need room and time to do that, so I don’t think that the other people I would be living with would like that. I’d also hate for them to figure me out and realize how I truly feel, how dead inside I am and how much this existence bothers me. I don’t know what to do. My heart is saying no, but I know it’ll save money and is therefore a good idea. I don’t know if I am ready though.
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For a lot of decisions, it boils down to a cost-benefit analysis. Does the cost justify the benefits? In your case, will the savings justify whatever side effects are created? It seems like you’re hesitant and you’ve listed some justifications (comfort, other people, push-over, pacing) for not living with others. Given what you’ve written, it would appear that (if you can afford it) not living with others would be the better choice.