It sounds stupid, but I have many, many problems. I have ADHD, depression, and anxiety. All three of these things are bad, but when they are together at the same time, they are difficult to live with. My depression has been getting out of hand lately. I have a serious crush on a girl, ever since I was in high school. Her best friends are also my best friends, so I had the guts to tell them that I had strong feelings for this girl. Unfortunately, this girl only thinks of me as a friend. A best friend. She talks to me about her crush. I smile and laugh, but only I know that it’s hurting me. It may sound like I’m over-reacting, but I cut myself over this. I feel like she knows how I feel, but she’s just playing with me. She doesn’t know how much she’s hurting me…
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I went through something similar to this. I liked my best friend for over 5 years, watched him in a relationship with other girls, helped him think of plans on how to make his girl happy, and little did he care about how I feel. I was heartbroken, but at the same time I wanted to be there for him because I care for him. You’re a strong person for being strong through this, don’t cut yourself, just take your time. If she’s the right one, everything will fall into place perfectly. Be strong, you’re a great person!
I’d say tell her how you feel and stop listening to her problems involving other men. She will respect you more in the long run if you set boundaries. If she doesn’t, she never will, and you can move on. Don’t waste more time on someone so insensitive that, even though she suspects your feelings, she keep pouring out her love life to you. She won’t change. You need to stop being her doormat. Stand up, find yourself, and be the best YOU.