I feel so hopeless in life…it always feels like the same thing everyday, I’ve given up all hope, really what is there for me to live for the “friends” who make me feel invisible? The family who could care less about me? Everything that i loved about my life is gone i literally do nothing anymore…How could nobody notice how much i have changed in the past 4 years…depression got the best of me and I honestly don’t know if i will ever be okay again. All I want is to genuinely happy for just one day none of this fake bs anymore…
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I hear ya. Doesn’t sound like so much to ask.
Sometimes your friends don’t know what to say or want to give you some space. They notice the changes but they’re not sure how to respond. As a result, they pull back a little bit. Unfortunately, that makes things worse because you become more isolated. Wanting to be happy is a good goal. If you haven’t already, try reaching out to someone in your community. Maybe meeting with a therapist will help you work through things. Here, there are some sliding-scale (income dependent) and free services available. Perhaps your community has the same. You know how you feel and you realize where you want to be. I don’t see why it isn’t possible. Sometimes it just takes a little help.
I feel you and your pain. I feel like that pretty often and I wonder what’s the purpose of all of this… to live another day faking it infront of people… but deep inside youre crumbling into pieces. I feel you and I know alot of people on this website can relate to how you feel. But I’m happy to know that you want to be genuinely happy, and that’s a good first step to feeling better is YOU WANTING IT. & we are all here to help you. We don’t know you except through this post, but we are also your friends and we care for you even if no one in your life does. One step at a time. One day hopefully we will all be ok again <3
It’s a rotten feeling…feeling hopeless, helpless and valueless. I can empathise with you. As Randall said happiness doesn’t sound like too much to ask. In my world apparently it is!!! Hopefully not in yours though 🙂
Honestly I was afraid to post on here, I was afraid of sounding like I’m self centered or like I was just seeking attention. But just these few comment on here even make me feel a little better, knowing that I’m not alone and there really will be someone to talk to/ listing even if i don’t know who they are.
We’re all here for varying reasons… but many of us found SP during a particularly challenging time. You’re definitely not alone. It can be really helpful to share what’s happening… particularly with people you don’t know. Just getting stuff out of your system can be a big help. People are here for you. Welcome to SP.