Oh goodness I am so tired of people telling me I have a drug problem. I do not. My Mentor told me, “If anyone takes a substance to not feel, then that’s a problem.” I’m sorry I feel so sad all the time and am worried about other things, that I take pain pills to deal with it, and I cut myself to deal with it. I don’t know what else to do when I am so down in the dumps. I don’t know what to do. If I do have a problem, so what? No one is going to ‘help’ this poor 16 year old girl. No one is going to be like: “Ok I’m here for you, do I need to take you to counseling?” So why worry about it?
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ok…..well i do have a drug problem…..i’ve had quite a few if i’m being honest…….i’ve also been a self-mutilator…hate the term but call it what it is……and although i’m nowhere near sane, i think i can empathize in a very unique way that few people probobally can with your situation, and i am here……for you, if you need it…..it wont always be this hard, you know…..it’s hard to see that now, but the sentiment holds sand
but be cautioned; no one person, no one thing, can “help” you, can make it better……only you can do that, while i am painfully aware of the sweet respite such tiny pills can hold, it’s a false promise, and it can take even those with the strongest will years to break free….but you seem smart enough to know that…..the same thing holds true with people, tho….false prophets, people and pills
Thank you I really appreciate it:)
you seem like a really really sweet and good harted person….it’s not a rare thing for those who feel very deeply can be deeply hurt, very easily……it’s important to me that you can hopefully find someone in your life that will treat you delicately and it sounds like your mentor is doing you some good??? i honestly and earnestly hope so…..how are you doing today??
My Mentor is a very nice lady. Me and her have been threw some similiar experiences. So we connect on that level. Today, I’m doing ok, besides being cold. Lol. How are you doing?