I may be young but my life is crumbled.My problem is not as serious as you people who take drugs and cut themselves because you are seriously hurt.I just feel like a piece of s***. I keep smiling in my life holding back my real feelings but that just makes me feel worse it makes me feel like i want to explode! My friends are not my real friends my family only critisize my every move i have no freedom.i feel like i want to die. I told myself that if i go through this hardship then god will reward me with heaven.but no. I live in a family circled around Christianity but i just feel like god isnt there because he never answered any of my prayers.then i started to think that god hated me. What is life, i feel like an empty shell. maybe i should just go through it and.. Die
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Maybe God killed itself long ago…
People who haven’t gone through similar hardships and struggles as you, will invariable be unable to understand & relate to you. I cannot call such people “friends”, they are only actors in some other movie that I will never see.