I’ve been struggling for so long. I don’t understand why I hate myself so much. Why I don’t want to live. I want to be done. I want to be peaceful. I hate hating myself. I feel alone. I feel left out. I hate breathing. I feel isolated and alone. I want to go to sleep and never wake up.
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I’m sorry… I feel the same way. You should find help if you haven’t tried to find help yet
It’s been my whole life and I’m only now realizing I need to see a therapist and possibly be medicated
i’ve tried meds. I’ve tried therapy. i’m tired….
So tired. That’s the worst but tbh
Same here and believe me meds. don’t work.
Meds work for some if they are prescribed by people who know what they are doing. I’ve seen people work magic and remove people from the harsher stuff, stick em on less harsh stuff and some vitamins and the quality of their lives improves greatly.
That’s what I’m hoping will happen for me.. counseling, mild prescription, recommendations.. and hopefully that’s all I require. Whatever I have is genetic, my aunt was recently hospitalized just after I started figuring out I may have BPD and PTSD. She called emergency services when she thought she was being followed so they kept her there for evaluation and put her on meds. My mom has depression too. Her brother has it too, bad and became a serious drug addict and now his mind is half gone. There is a lot of fishy shit going down in my gene pool
Well dont let the fact that other people in your family have issue force you to believe that you have to suffer the same fate. You can take control of your life and make beter choices then they did.
Stay off drugs and stay off booze. Only take meds if prescribed by a doctor.
and try to find some safe sane people to talk to or perhaps livewith.
what is your age?? are you able to work?
you can email me if you like
jrock7766@hushmail.com