All I ended up knowing was the bad in life I just sat around waiting for it to happen over and over again. Never loved myself or cared to live my life, which is a very precious gift that I have taken for granted. I never went out looking for new opportunities or experiences and I never answered the door when it came knocking. I realized that not all people are selfish that they aren’t all liars, cheaters, that they don’t all want to hurt me. I was in a really bad relationship and when it ended it was for good and it changed everything. It scared me, hurt me, and made me selfish and cruel because I started to hate the world. And I was afraid of feeling pain so I shut down emotionally without any consideration about the happiness that I may be able to feel in the future. So here I am now slowly trying to trust people and trying to love those who truly support me. I’m trying to let go of the fear because the truth is this fear rips me apart and always makes me feel like I’m never good enough. The truth is I am smart, I do deserve good things and I believe in myself. Honestly the way I see it is I have nothing to be afraid of because regardless of what happens I will be the awesome person I am meant to be. So whether I get hurt or disappointed or I am happy those things will all mold me to the person I should be, the person I won’t be able to imagine not being. I am not perfect nor will I ever be and that is totally ok, it’s just hard for me to take it easy on myself when it comes to school. I hate getting Cs but I realized I’m not perfect and it’s ok if I don’t have perfect grades and scores. Today is my last day of this school semester I take my last final and then I will be free until next semester. Cheers, to all the hard work!! It always pays off I promise you that, I hope that everyone here gets better.
I recommend yall listen to blue october’s song fear it’s amazing and so positive.
I want to send HAPPY thoughts and vibes to you guys.
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I like the positive attitude and the good vibes you send out.
If you spent, some time, in your life Like you mentioned early in your post where You didnt make the most of things or look for positive opportunities etc. Then here is the solution
START NOW!!!
Start looking for opportunities. Start enjoying life. Start trying to figure out what you really want from life and the look for ways to make it all happen.
Its never too late.
I was a late bloomer in life. I really didnt wake up in life to start trying to better myself and make life better for myself until I was like 24 years of age. Before then I just kind of lollygaged my way through life. I did learn some things and did have some good times before then
but it wasnt until I was about 24 years of age where i really took ahold of my life and started to really better myself and search out for what I wanted to do, and what I wanted, and where I wanted to go and what kind of person I wanted to be and what things about myself I wanted to change and what I believed in and or didnt believe in. and now I am in my 40’s and I still am always taking a look at myself and changing things about my life and formulating new goals for myself and working towards them.
Its never to late to change. and your right you do deserve a good life and you will get it if you desire it and go after it. Your a smart person. You know some really brilliant people did poorly in school. Sometimes people are smart in their own way but might not do so well in accademics. So just because your grades arent perfect doesnt mean your a dummy.
I can see that you are smart and focused and positive. All good qualities.
You might have missed out on some things earlier in life. But you have NOW and the rest of your life to live your dreams. Lots of people in life didnt discover their dreams and make them
happen until later in life.
I like how you say You Believe in yourself !!
thats one of the most important things in life is to believe you can go out and do what your want to do. and have the persistance to keep trying until you get it. Some things dont always work out at first try. Sometimes you have to keep trying until you get what you want
determination and believing in yourself goes a long way in life.
Yeah fear is an enemy that keeps people from trying to get their goals accomplished
do away with fear. Just Keep trying to get accomplished what you want in life and it will come
decide not to allow any fear in your life
have a fearless mindset
a goal oriented mindset
have an Im going to make things happen mindset
and be willing to do what you need to do to make things happen.
Thanks for the post