If you want to attempt suicide you better be prepared for pain and/or failure. I have always thought if things go wrong and I feel really horrible I will be able to kill myself. Except that it’s not as easy as it seems. I had a chance today and it hurt too much. No matter how badly you may want to die the lizard part of your brain will do anything to survive. There is so much planning and research to do and even after all of that you will probably die a painful death or have to live with failure to try again another day. Fuck me. Fuck humanity. Fuck society. Fuck the world. I hope global climate change, nuclear war, or whatever else wipes humanity off the earth soon. The secret to life is that there is no point. We are here simply to keep our species going.
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Even if that is the reason, we can find happiness sometimes, along the way.
I’ve always wondered about people who could walk into a body of water and just keeping walking. Letting the water overtake them, not struggling, just walking into its depths and drowning. I’ve wondered if I could. I wonder if I will find out.
People do successfully suicide, it is possible. This site’s not about methods but there are some that are less painful than others. The psychological barrier, or the lizard part of your brain, can be overcome. I know, I’ve actually tried and with the view to total termination, not for show, not for attention but to do just end it. I can do it again, I know I have it in me cuz I’ve already proved it to myself.
I guess some people have a stronger lizard part of their brain than others. Me, for example. I’ve spent so many years following my desires that it’s hard for me to take any amount of pain.
There is some truth to what you say. When I was a child I thought that suicide would be easy > I thought the big art was just making the decision to do it. But when I was in my 30’s I did get to a point where I tried a few times and I was absolutely amazed at what I did to myself and still lived.
Doctors were amazed I survived too. I did come close t death once. But miraculously I didn’t die.
and it can be embarrassing when you try and don’t die and it can be painful too.
but of course Suicide definitely is doable. Lots of people do it. they estimate 800,000 people a year die around the world buy suicide. And I bet a lot more then that do it and its not ruled a suicide. But I think its best to try and work through your problems and live.
Life can be good. But you have to make it good. It takes some effort to pull out of depression and move forward but it can be done
I hope you pull through your issues and find peace and happiness on earth
and go on to have a good life.