I was going to suicide for my 3thrd time 3days a go , but then I asked myself (why would I kill for someone who doesn’t care about me anymore ???). I know if I killed my self some people would cry and be sad but after that everyone would continue their lives normally. so I decided to continue my life and be the old me and the strong girl. now I need true love and I need someone to really love me as me ,not I should change my self for him . I am searching for true love I know I wont find it easily but I will dig for it. I want someone to accept my past and stand to me in my hard times . I want someone to laugh with him and to feel safe with him. i need someone to love my bad and good habits. I want someone to forget with him all my bad days
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I am glad you are still living. And I hope you find what you are searching for.
thank you very much
Gabreialla,
First off, I’m glad you are still with us. And I think we can all relate to wanting true love and having someone to share all of the things you described. I think, at the end of the day, that is what everybody wishes for. It’s true that it is sometimes not easy to find, but when it is, I’m sure it is worth the wait. And you are right: you should never change who you are for someone else.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
thank you for your support
Good for you gabreialla. My love is gone, I won’t be looking for another.
me too my love is gone and I love him like hell but he has know his own life and I had depression because of him so dos he deserve my love?? no, so you too try to find your true love because he is not your true love if it was it would never go. I know there are many people dreaming of you so search for your other half
That’s how I felt a few years back. I din’t know how he could change so easily after all that we shared from our hearts. Whatever, I too din’t kill myself thinking of my parents and my close ones. They wouldn’t be happy. So instead I decided to help others who are sad. I feel better now. Hope we find our true loves soon.
thank you