How do I die peacefully. I was raped from 5-11 constantly my dad is abusive. Please let me go. Please. I need some way to die but not hurt or vomit or be in pain I’ve already suffered too much please help
Yeah, that’s an understatement. I have been in there be ever since I was 11. They have tried every trick in the book. Give me every medication they could, testing me for mental disorders such as schizophrenia. There’s nothing wrong with me other then I have had a troubled past and talking about it isn’t going through with therapy doesn’t help me whatsoever I just want to be out of here. And I’m 15 years old,
I’m sorry you have suffered, I can’t offer advice because I feel like you do and am ready to go on myself. I’m so sorry you have been hurt if it counts for anything a worthless wretch here has sympathy for you and would give you support if it could.
Pretty heavy life, and you’re only fifteen! Wow! What I recommend is a latte. They have festive flavors this time of year, and I think you’d benefit from a nice peppermint mocha or pumpkin spice! They’re selling them where I work, it’s too bad I have no idea where you live. I’m not going to sit here and give you advice on how to kill yourself, though. You were raped repeatedly, something I’d never wish on anyone. But there are ways to break free of the hell your father set you in!
I grew up an orphan, and was emancipated at a very young age. So I don’t know what it’s like to be tested for as many things as you’ve been. Anyway, if you’d like to chat more, I’d love to hand you my email address. What do you say?
Abuse is so soul destroying 1moreday. I have no idea why people do it. It may improve for you in time but you’ll need some help though. Your future may have some really wonderful things in store so why not give it more time hey.
I’m very sorry you have endured so much pain in your young life. As you said you have already tried many methods relating to therapy and medication, I’m not sure I have any concrete advice to offer.
I did notice in your post that you said your dad IS abusive – in the present tense. If you are still in this situation, the best advice I feel I can give would be to get away from him any way to have to. I know your other options may not seem ideal, but I strongly feel that a good first step toward re-claiming your life and moving forward would be to remove yourself from his abuse.
With all of that said, you are so young and it would be tragic for your life to end. I realize you are in great pain (more than I can imagine), but I have to believe there are still more options for you to explore before suicide. Please take care.
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No methods are suppose to be discussed here. I don’t know how old you are but have you talked to anyone? gotten counselling?
Yeah, that’s an understatement. I have been in there be ever since I was 11. They have tried every trick in the book. Give me every medication they could, testing me for mental disorders such as schizophrenia. There’s nothing wrong with me other then I have had a troubled past and talking about it isn’t going through with therapy doesn’t help me whatsoever I just want to be out of here. And I’m 15 years old,
I’m sorry you have suffered, I can’t offer advice because I feel like you do and am ready to go on myself. I’m so sorry you have been hurt if it counts for anything a worthless wretch here has sympathy for you and would give you support if it could.
Im in the same boat ????
No matter how hard i try to make life changes, they are always in vain and im always back at square one. Depressed as shit
I am sorry I don’t know what to say but I just want to send you a *big warm long hug*
Pretty heavy life, and you’re only fifteen! Wow! What I recommend is a latte. They have festive flavors this time of year, and I think you’d benefit from a nice peppermint mocha or pumpkin spice! They’re selling them where I work, it’s too bad I have no idea where you live. I’m not going to sit here and give you advice on how to kill yourself, though. You were raped repeatedly, something I’d never wish on anyone. But there are ways to break free of the hell your father set you in!
I grew up an orphan, and was emancipated at a very young age. So I don’t know what it’s like to be tested for as many things as you’ve been. Anyway, if you’d like to chat more, I’d love to hand you my email address. What do you say?
Abuse is so soul destroying 1moreday. I have no idea why people do it. It may improve for you in time but you’ll need some help though. Your future may have some really wonderful things in store so why not give it more time hey.
1MoreDay,
I’m very sorry you have endured so much pain in your young life. As you said you have already tried many methods relating to therapy and medication, I’m not sure I have any concrete advice to offer.
I did notice in your post that you said your dad IS abusive – in the present tense. If you are still in this situation, the best advice I feel I can give would be to get away from him any way to have to. I know your other options may not seem ideal, but I strongly feel that a good first step toward re-claiming your life and moving forward would be to remove yourself from his abuse.
With all of that said, you are so young and it would be tragic for your life to end. I realize you are in great pain (more than I can imagine), but I have to believe there are still more options for you to explore before suicide. Please take care.
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)