2 years ago if you would of asked me I would of said something similar to that i felt like the happiest and luckiest girl in the world to be his. Now all I just feel is broken, hurt, betrayed and confused. I feel betrayed by what he said about me behind my back a few weeks ago.
I knew we had issues in our relationship I thoguht we were both strong enough to get through it but I guess I was dead wrong. Instead of confronting me about how you felt you t alked behind my back about it its bad enough that i found out about it from his best friend.
But yet you still a ct affectionate towards me which hurts me even more. theres one side of me that hates him for what hes done to me and another that still lvoes him.
I already got enough on my mind right now with school and other things. Even If he does end up leaveing me after the holidays that wont matter to me. I wont be a problem to him or anyone for much longer if worse comes to worse. I know it will hurt a lot of people but at this point i no longer give a shit.
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It’s honestly unbelievable what people will say about you behind your back. It’s horrible. I wish I had never found out some of that stuff, normally I don’t think ignorance is bliss, but sometimes….. it really is.