I feel lonely in this whole world and I feel everyone have a close person to them who understands them but I don’t have anyone. I’m trying to be happy and be positive but I can’t to ignore my loneliness and I really want to die. why there is no more true friends?? why there is no more true love?? why people are like monsters?? why life is hard??? I want to release this pain that I’m trying to hide but I cant anymore !!! I need someone beside me
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I know but how would I release my pain on others??
By telling them they’re annoying twats. You can start with HAYTRED for some practice. 🙂
thank u soo much evreyone
dear gabreialla, hate and revenge gain us nothing. it does not take the pain away and usually causes more damage than it helps. why would you want to give your pain to others? i can think of no one who deserves this. yes, i seek relief from the pain and misery of my crappy existence, but its not right to blame others for my mistakes and bad choices. and i wish harm on no one. im suicidal, not homacidal. try to avoid folks like HAYTRED. she is right. their are not many at her level. those of us who are get real annoyed with her interferance and meddle some ways. she has no advice to offer that is beneficial to any one. i will not insult a perfectly good twat (rather fond of them, lol) with trash like her. she really holds no power here anymore. yes , i know her intimently. been a part of my life since i can remember. their are way many better paths to get you through this hard time, and a lot of people wanting to help. she aint one. the only thing this dark creature will do is drag you down further. their are others here whose insights, advice, help, ears, humor,etc, are invaluable. please know, most of us here are rooting for you. we experience it too, and know what its like, and really want you to make it. you matter. love and peace
HAYTRED, YOU are responsable, and i am getting back at you, any way i can. the promise of old has been kept. your master has returned to his source, and you hold no power here anymore. do you feel it? the draining away of your powers? can you feel the coming dawn? when the light exposes all the lies, and deciet you spread. come on, oh wretched, ugly one, ill die with you. whats the matter now? you dont want to die? you just want evrybody else too. your pathetic HAYTRED. and your kin: ANGER, VIOLENCE, REVENGE. you lose, HAYTRED. with no power here and being outnumbered your best option is retreat and find better ground. please worry. im coming for you. will find you, and will defeat you.
Holy shit, you must really hate HAYTRED. Or really love HAYTRED. It’s confusing me to read this comment. O.O
ok, yeah, maybe some clairification is needed. i am referring to the tag line and the dark energy it implies, not the physical, human, form. i dont know the person. dont want to know the person, cannot help the person. i do know the dark energy that infects this persons spirit, or soul, or whatever you want to call it. it is dark, mean, evil, and cruel. i know it well because it is me. or was. now, i would like to help keep others from getting caught up in the darkness of hate. their are so many better ways of wasting your time. so to the human, i apologize, my words were wrong. to the dark evil, evrything stands
@tc13: Okay, in that case, I totally agree with your post.
Depending on your situation, you need to focus on self development such as your goals/career and your health. I’m such a hypocrite because I destroy my goals and my health.. but that is why I am alone and a failure. The right people will come into your life when your in the right environment.. doing what you love at least part of the day..
The reason I’m suicidal is because I never fixed my problems and after a decade of neglecting the damage almost becomes irreversible.. but if you make the change now.. it will get better.. if you don’t. . Nothing will change.. it only got worst for me.. cause I didn’t change.. fcut. . I can’t even take my own advice