I’m ok…well, sort of. I think i’ve moved on from kicking myself for ruining our relationship. Well..mentally. I can look at couples and not have an overwhelming urge to vomit. I can go outside, breathe, smile, laugh and be over all happy. What I don’t understand is the nausea and loss of appetite. It’s been forever. You’d think after a week or so, you’d start having some type of appetite. I have nothing. Every time I eat, I get really nauseous and need to sit very still for a long period of time. I then, go to the bathroom, and wait to throw up. I’m not hungry/thirsty but i’m not mentally distressed either. I don’t understand.
I have to remind myself to eat. I don’t get it.
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Well, I can’t tell it is normal, but I experienced it too, a total lack of apettite or the need to drink. It was for about 4 years, but it was clearly connected to my depression. What’s bothering me in your story is…have you ever tried to take tests for the presence of parasites? Yeah, they can cause these symptoms and it is super easy to get infected with them. There’s a number of these who may be potentially very deleterious for you. These tests aren’t expensive, so you should try them.