I just found this website while I was quite depressed and just thought i would give it a try sharing my story here because I really don’t know who I should trust for now…
To start with, I’m a guy in mid 20’s. My childhood wasn’t that great coz my dad used to beat the crap out of me almost everyday for all his pressure he faces in the outside world. My mom is timid and has to support my dad always even if it has to be over me.
I just wanted to leave them away so I went to pursue my graduation in a foreign country but I didn’t had much of my luck out there as well. I had to drop out of it for various reasons and then i’m back to the hell again.
I tried my best to please my parents with my best efforts and i even started my own business and when life was taking a turn some people who called themselves my friends blew it up to an extent I just cant return to my normal state.
Now my parents think I’m an useless and a biggest loser in this world. I’m in a debt of around $100,000 and still not sure of how to pay it back. I just don’t see a future in me and almost lost all my hope on myself as well.
I just wish i was never born so i wouldn’t have went through all these miseries or just vanish from the face of earth since i’m no longer useful for anyone. I even wanted to pay some people to kill me…. I’m just lost….
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Thank you for sharing your story. Sounds like your life has been a struggle and you have been through alot. You are a strong person for surviving all that. With your loan, I’m sure you’re on a payment plan and you can always claim bankruptcy with that. If you haven’t done so already, I would cut off all contact from the people who called themselves your friends. Then as soon as you can move out on your own and get away from your parents, cause it seems like all they at doing is dragging you down. If you have to change your number and don’t give your address out. This way you can start over making new friends and get your life back on track. When your ready, get a hold of your parents, show them how good your doing and work on your relationship. That’s just some ideas, I know it’s not going to be easy or fast but it can become a plan if you want it to be.