I really want to end to end my life right now. I have no friends at school , my parents don’t even like me and now I can’t atop cutting.. ..please help me ????
Something that has helped me during tough times is music, I kinda know the feeling so my advice is to try something that can distract you from all the bullshit in life
@apopolkalips-i am so happy to have found another like minded person; it seems most ppl now adays dont really appreciate a good song,band etc. mayb just depressed ppl? or younger ppl idk….mayb its always been this way; n i’m the weird one…….anyways….it;s been hard to find new, REALLY great bands…..i know they dont make them like etta james, billie holiday, al green, marvin gaye, johnny cash, etc. but sublime, blind melon, the eels, marcy’s playground, the eels, cake etc……i do like the mountain goats n the thermals….i guess they are kind of new…..send me somethin if yer cut from the same cloth….
your parents dont hate you…..ur just at that age where everything u do and say is gonna be seen as “wrong” in their eyes; either this is just imagined by u, or in reality, teenage agnst has driven a wedge betwixt yourself n ur creators…..i hope u dont really feel as though ur hated by everyone @ yer school; in my experience there is always @ least one person in ur school worse off then u; make friends with that person….what kinda shit do u like doing? i LOVE reading, philosophy, I like to think of myself as totally open minded in matters such as religion/philoshical beliefs, sexual prefrence, political opinions; i also really enjoy writing, music(i used to play cello, clarinet, and guitar, but now i just REALLY have a passion for GOOD music; fuck the genre), history, n super wierd facts…for instance; today i read about this 3 yr old boy, living in syria, who remembered dying, and the method in which his breathhad been removed from his body, and proceeded to lead a flock of the bored, or restless, or disbelieving villagers from whence he hailed from to his…ummm…”past life grave site”….a place that neither he, nor anyone of relation to him had ever……i know this is off topic, but pretty intresting, rite? one of my guilty pleasures is watching REALLY horrible tv (i.e. WASP-ey bitches with WAYYY 2 much money make mountains out of ant dung)…..also, i LOVE watching my 500lb life or my strange addiction, or hoarding shows; they make me feel better about myself…..go on n judge me for this if’ns yew be fin’din a need fer carryin on thisa ways….but, i try to be as honest as possible about who i am….i’m only mentioning all this shit about me, bc, ya know, other than being depressed/suicidal, we mite have some more common ground to stand upon…..and if this is the case, maybe, if ur feeling lonely, u dont have to, bc maybe, if ya want to, we could not quite fit in n be lonely together…..if u ever wanna hit me up; quartney_stack@yahoo.com
You’re parents don’t hate you, they just don’t know what’s going on. I told my parents I cut a while ago and they barely ever talk about it so they don’t know how bad it gets, when you’re in your room alone at night and you feel you deserve to be hurt. But I bet you don’t deserve it. When you get desperate there are so many people here who will understand your pain.
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Something that has helped me during tough times is music, I kinda know the feeling so my advice is to try something that can distract you from all the bullshit in life
@apopolkalips-i am so happy to have found another like minded person; it seems most ppl now adays dont really appreciate a good song,band etc. mayb just depressed ppl? or younger ppl idk….mayb its always been this way; n i’m the weird one…….anyways….it;s been hard to find new, REALLY great bands…..i know they dont make them like etta james, billie holiday, al green, marvin gaye, johnny cash, etc. but sublime, blind melon, the eels, marcy’s playground, the eels, cake etc……i do like the mountain goats n the thermals….i guess they are kind of new…..send me somethin if yer cut from the same cloth….
your parents dont hate you…..ur just at that age where everything u do and say is gonna be seen as “wrong” in their eyes; either this is just imagined by u, or in reality, teenage agnst has driven a wedge betwixt yourself n ur creators…..i hope u dont really feel as though ur hated by everyone @ yer school; in my experience there is always @ least one person in ur school worse off then u; make friends with that person….what kinda shit do u like doing? i LOVE reading, philosophy, I like to think of myself as totally open minded in matters such as religion/philoshical beliefs, sexual prefrence, political opinions; i also really enjoy writing, music(i used to play cello, clarinet, and guitar, but now i just REALLY have a passion for GOOD music; fuck the genre), history, n super wierd facts…for instance; today i read about this 3 yr old boy, living in syria, who remembered dying, and the method in which his breathhad been removed from his body, and proceeded to lead a flock of the bored, or restless, or disbelieving villagers from whence he hailed from to his…ummm…”past life grave site”….a place that neither he, nor anyone of relation to him had ever……i know this is off topic, but pretty intresting, rite? one of my guilty pleasures is watching REALLY horrible tv (i.e. WASP-ey bitches with WAYYY 2 much money make mountains out of ant dung)…..also, i LOVE watching my 500lb life or my strange addiction, or hoarding shows; they make me feel better about myself…..go on n judge me for this if’ns yew be fin’din a need fer carryin on thisa ways….but, i try to be as honest as possible about who i am….i’m only mentioning all this shit about me, bc, ya know, other than being depressed/suicidal, we mite have some more common ground to stand upon…..and if this is the case, maybe, if ur feeling lonely, u dont have to, bc maybe, if ya want to, we could not quite fit in n be lonely together…..if u ever wanna hit me up; quartney_stack@yahoo.com
You’re parents don’t hate you, they just don’t know what’s going on. I told my parents I cut a while ago and they barely ever talk about it so they don’t know how bad it gets, when you’re in your room alone at night and you feel you deserve to be hurt. But I bet you don’t deserve it. When you get desperate there are so many people here who will understand your pain.