Anyone?

hi…. i think i left you hanging on your last post- so sorry- going thru a break up and i have to move out- today of all days, stupid Valentines! The question you just asked… been asking myself that too, i mean its always on my mind but in a daydream kinda way- then there are the times of desperation, like how we feel now… maybe if i can ‘talk you off the ledge’ i can get myself down too-

is it your parents again? fighting? why are they so strict with you? i wish parents wouldn’t forget what its like to be your age, you know? i mean, i can’t imagine that they didn’t have shit too or that they didn’t feel not heard or misunderstood… let me ask you something- if you could have anything- anything in the world what would it be?
i’ll go first if you want… if i could have anything i would want the guy who just broke me in a million pieces to say he was sorry, to say he loved me and accepted exactly as i am- all my crazy self hate and shame included and that he wanted me back and would never abandon me again- eek, is that more than one?? Well, whatever, its pretend anyways. whats yours? and you can’t say something generic like peace,, i want details 🙂