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I feel so sorry that you are having a difficult time, that school has been so nasty to you, that your friend betrayed your trust. You say you’re beyond even trying, I know how you feel from a fellow once bullied person, though my time at school was a long time ago I still remember the names etc. Please don’t let it be your last goodbye, the truly bad thing is that you have nowhere to turn, no one to be there for you, but you mum, can’t she see the pain, the cuts, and know the suffering you are enduring. Also know that you’re not the only one going through this type of thing, sad fact is schools should have bullying awareness programmes to prevent this, but most don’t. Please find someone to talk to, you can’t cope with this alone, for now it’s better to rant about it all on SP even though it provide only limited respite, but please remember, one day you will move on as I did from school.