I work this morning, but after I come home I start my classes for the first time since 2011. Today is the first day of class. I am terrified. I know it’s only online school but it feel so huge like an entire building is falling down on me. I am excited to be going back but at the same time I can’t shake that feeling of “what if” I’m at a point in life where I can not afford to fail. I have to do this and I have to make good grades or I won’t receive my scholarship and it is so much pressure.
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If you can survive depression than you got this 🙂 First days are hard but usually improve quite a bit in next few. Good luck with it all.
The what ifs are always going to be there, but if you really care about what you are doing (which you sound like you really do) you’ll be able to overcome them and do great on your studies. Best of luck on your first days.
I think you’re amazing! Even if you stumble, you’re still going forward, not back, and not standing still.
I don’t know you but i feel proud of you, so be proud too! !
(You are no less of a warrior if your scared, just human)
This is obviously a big day for you, so it’s natural that some nervousness would come with it. It sounds like you have overcome a lot to make it to this point and I believe you can do well. Best of luck!
L4Y
(L4Y@cogeco.ca)
Thanks everyone for all the support I have stayed so busy that I haven’t been on much but I do appreciate it. So far I’m doing really good in all my classes!