I’ve never tried to kill myself. the thought of wanting to cripples my mind and it rots away at my soul everyday. my bones ache to the point where i can barely function
I’m missing someone and with his absence comes a sadness that will rip my chest opensoon and i wish i knew how to fix me and i wish i knew how to be better
what is my purpose and why am i so sad
the sleeping pills are kicking in now and its hard to keep my head up
need a friend
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I hope you find the friend you’re looking for. Loneliness is such a trigger for depression and dark thoughts, but sometimes being alone can be a blessing in disguise.
Get to know yourself again, learn to love those attributes that define you. Once you can enjoy your own company you can appreciate why others want to spend time with you and you will attract like-minded people.
Something I read makes sense more and more each day. You will find love when you are doing what you love. Makes sense, you meet people who love the same things and you are happy doing what you love, engaging in your passions, you will be happy and attract positive and happy people.
Hope you slept well. I’m here if you want to chat.