I don’t see the irony as this website is about hope, not methods. But if you want to look at it that way….those same people aren’t here to say how they changed their mind at the last moment either but it was too late.
The irony is strong in general, everywhere. If you think about it the irony of life is that we die and can’t tell anyone we ever lived or what we experienced.
Oh someone has before, I’m sure…someone had to end up possessed by a ghost of someone who killed themselves that just HAD to get out to everyone how they did it before they ghosted away…
It got deleted though, it’s against the rules here…poor ghost of someone who killed themselves that used to talk on here…
Lol. We are all wannabes. I liked the ‘shock wire’ by the way.
Tbh I do not think suicide is all that hard in itself. It is more the process of cutting your losses and accepting the short-lived physical suffering it will entail, that I find hard. Extinguishing that glimmer of hope. Preparing for the pain.
I think I am there. I thought going home last night to the family after spending almost a week away from them would get me feeling differently but it didn’t. I’m kind of thinking that why should I be forced to keep living if I just don’t want to. I know people will miss me but I just don’t feel like doing this any more.
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I don’t see the irony as this website is about hope, not methods. But if you want to look at it that way….those same people aren’t here to say how they changed their mind at the last moment either but it was too late.
The irony is strong in general, everywhere. If you think about it the irony of life is that we die and can’t tell anyone we ever lived or what we experienced.
I could a “shock wire” like the one Andy Dwyer has by his shower.
Oh someone has before, I’m sure…someone had to end up possessed by a ghost of someone who killed themselves that just HAD to get out to everyone how they did it before they ghosted away…
It got deleted though, it’s against the rules here…poor ghost of someone who killed themselves that used to talk on here…
@ silverbird
lol was thinking the same thing!!
Lol. We are all wannabes. I liked the ‘shock wire’ by the way.
Tbh I do not think suicide is all that hard in itself. It is more the process of cutting your losses and accepting the short-lived physical suffering it will entail, that I find hard. Extinguishing that glimmer of hope. Preparing for the pain.
I think I am there. I thought going home last night to the family after spending almost a week away from them would get me feeling differently but it didn’t. I’m kind of thinking that why should I be forced to keep living if I just don’t want to. I know people will miss me but I just don’t feel like doing this any more.