hello all…im new to this site hopefuly itll help somehow..even thu im not sure whats gonna help me anymore..
im filling up surveys and stuf…and it all shows i have severe depression and needs to be under treatment asap…
anyways…my situation goes like this..im 22 yrs old male..and im unemployed and ill just..cut it short and say i cant handle things anymore..
i once could..now i cant it just a feeling i have idk how to explain it..each day i feel worse cuz im depressed..each day i thinks of how killing myself and ..one day soon itll happen i know it..i feel it..
im ..pretty paranoid person…as a result of that paranoia i feel like im not suppose to be here..even on this site..and that all is just a waste of time..
im sorry..you had to read this ..
but i dont know what else to do…its a horrible feeling..
i wish i had an off switch..because i would press on it long long ago..
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It sounds like you don’t want to kill yourself. What country are you from. Can you see a Doctor, (I know that sounds crap, but if you want help, then that’s the easiest place to start). Me, I want to die, I just don’t know when
Talk to a doctor about the help available to you. Good luck.
I don’t think you should kill yourself…at least not yet. You sound like you really want to live and aren’t 100% ready to die. Do everything you can to get a job. If you really want to be employed put your all into finding a job. Try dedicating yourself to something. If you can’t heal yourself look for someone to help you. It’s not going to be easy, but do your best to try and fix things. Life is a video game. Sometimes the game is just not WORTH finishing. But you should still challenge yourself.
wish i had that off switch too– have you gone through the paralyzing fear yet? anxiety? hang tight, my friend… get your meds quick! you’ll still have shitty thoughts for a while but you’re body doesn’t react to them, and pay attention to your symptoms when trying dif meds, some make you worse- its trial and error- not an easy road, fer sure but give it a shot- you can always decide down the road when you’ve had enough
good luck!
thanks all..and as for me wants to die or not…? i do…im willing to give up on all..i just not sure how and when..:(
its hard to get a job when ur face is …so down u know..? and it effects on ur daily behavior like u dont wanna do nothing u probably knows all about that..:(
i went to psycologhist once…i met her only once thu..idk..
i dont wanna go and meet with psyciatrist and start pills i dont wanna go there 🙁
idk what to do guys…fuck…im stuck between death and dont wanna do things that can hurt me to manage to get better idk..:/ i feel so confused
but hey thanks for the comments..nice to know theres someone who gives a shit..