Well, it’s starting. People are starting to forget me. Starting to think I don’t even exist. People hate me. People don’t want to talk to me. People don’t care for me and lastly people don’t love me. And these are all facts. Well, I guess suicide her I come. I hope all of you would be happy after I do it.
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Hey, please don’t die. I myself would rather be dead but I really hope you don’t take your life. It is painful to be alive and the world sucks. It’s true but maybe something different might happen. Maybe you will be able to make it happen. Just go out and breathein fresh air. Drink something refreshing. I’m having my second session of therapy tomorrow. I don’t know what it can do for me but just hoping for the good. Probably people on this website are mostly from english speaking cou tries but I’m south korean living i the city bear seoul. Some girl in the far east is hoping you don’t die. Please don’t die. I don’t know you but I’m very sure of one thing. you are way more precious, valuable, beautiful than you think you are. Please keep this in mind. Or maybe if you have this kind of system in where you live, you can reach instant counseling over the phone. Something like emotional 911. I use it sometimes and it does make you feel better after talking.
Sorry for your grief. 🙁
Hey, shit is still shit, huh?
I think you mentioned your family wasn’t much help but do they know? I mean, like, does your mom know how bad it is for you? Have you told her?
Talked to parents. Both don’t give shit.
Talked to friends. None of them give shit.
Im lost. I have no one. I don’t belong.
i get it- i feel that way all the time too but we forget that our perception isn’t always on point. we see the world with a bias- we don’t like ourselves, we feel we have nothing of worth to offer and we assume the rest of the world sees that too- but I promise thats not reality… only feels like it is
are you and your parents fighting a lot? like is it hard to get your point across cause they’re always on you about something or have you shut them out?
have you felt like this a long time?
tell me more- maybe we can make some sense of what is happening
(btw- i’m not some weirdo or anything- i’m just going through my own shit… a break up- moving out this weekend and seriously, if i don’t stop obsessing about it, i won’t make it- so in a way helping you helps me not think about my own crap- you know?)
well- if you want- i’m here 🙂
Me and my parents are fighting a lot. They never listen to what I have to say. They deprive me of so many things like going out with friends, going to school fairs and just recently my prom. I never shut them out but they shut me out. I have felt like this for a very very very long time. So when they aren’t there for me i ask my friends for help but none of them care and give shit for me. They hate me for some reason. I did nothing wrong to them. They just hate me and don’t want to talk anymore. I feel I don’t belong anymore. I feel I need to end it soon already. I guess that’s my call.