You laugh in my face when I tell you how messed up I am?.. When I try to explain why I hurt because you ask what’s wrong with me? No, what is wrong with you?!?! Why laugh at someone who is clearly destroyed inside? Oh, that’s right I forgot I’m nothing but a joke to all that surround me.. I’m sorry I disappoint you. Maybe, one day when you see me cold, blue, and lifeless, you’ll feel a little better about yourself and won’t be so god damn self centered for once… Fuck you too!!! Fuck it all!! Sorry I’m such a fuck up! Done…
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he doesnt have half his head shaved, with your swagger swag. And he don’t listen to breaking benjamin like us. so fuck him.
It’s not even just one person it’s multiple… For example my fucking idiot mother who thinks she fucking knows it all but is with someone who’s made her and her children suffer mentally physically and emotionally and all the other fucking “know it alls” who think that everyone can just “choose happiness” that’s all I hear!!! “Choose happiness” that’s all you have to do… Yea, I’ll get right the fuck on that…
ppl dont understand gurllllllllllllllllll…FAWK em. FURK EM ALL. FOOK em to hell
What does it take to not be a fucking failure or disgrace!?… I never knew that the way I felt could ruin all these other peoples lives and fuck them up too… I mean, if I’m that bad… Maybe they’re right maybe I will “choose happiness” just not in their terms of “happy”
ah fuck em. dont go down that road. ur better than that bullshit. cmonnnnnnnn nowwwww FAWKKKKK. cmontho
“choosing happiness” sound really easy, but when people pull that sort of talk they forget it’s hard as hell to actually achieve it. I don’t know if they forget how hard it is or if they are just lucky. My mom gave me that same kind of crap positive talk regarding the state of my life (to summarize everything i did the 12 last years of my life turned to nothing in less than 2) and she seems to forget she’s had it even worse, lol. Maybe i’ll get a tshirt that reads “i fucking choose happiness but it didn’t like me” or something.
@mf that sounds like a cute tee xD maybe I’ll start wearing emo-shirts haha…
@OP Anyways, when people tell you to ‘choose happiness’, maybe they just mean for you to act like you’d want to…If being depressed is what makes your happy, go for it (#bestOxy2k15). But yeah, treat them like shit then and tell em to go fuck themselves, and if they give you lip, just say you’re taking their advice and doing what makes you happy! xD
@silverbird: point taken, you wouldn’t be the first person to call me (or my way of thinking) emo tho, lol.
Howling at the full moon
Sitting in a dark room
Blood stained hands I pray someone please fucking blow me away!!!!!
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I’m not crazy or anything but I can just “guess” what’s going on. And I’m really not surprised at all. I can tell after everything that has happened before that it’s the same root all over again. And I’m sure u know exactly what I’m talking about. So yea…. I have no idea why I really don’t have any clue at all why I expected anything different but I was wrong yet again.
So then go ahead and fucking say it?
Say what everyone else fucking says!!
Say I’m a disappointment! Say I disappoint you just like I have the rest! You know NOTHING! You always assume things about shit you don’t even know! I hope you find EVERYTHING in life you ever fucking wanted. Maybe you’re right.. Maybe after “everything that had happened” it’ll all be “the same root as before” because maybe I’m just that pathetic right..?! I see the way you think of me.. Idk why I even tried to think for once that someone could be a friend without any judgements ever.. But that’s wrong apparently everyone will always judge and you always know how to jump the fucking gun on shit.. I can’t believe I just read that.. Good luck to you…
Kinda hard when I get nothing at all from u. Not a single thing! It’s been 2 weeks sense U have said anything
Like I said.. Good luck to you, I hope you find everything you want in life… Sorry I’m such a fucking disappointment, and I affect you negatively..