So I don’t know if anyone would remember my previous post, but it was about something that happened between me and a guy twice my age while I was drunk. I’ve let that consume me in a way. I’m scared that I don’t remember everything that happened. And I kow he wouldn’t have had sex with me but I don’t know if I remember everything. And I know my school thinks more happened without know what happened. This whole situation sucks. It makes me feel like such a whore and I don’t know what to do. It’s been over a year since I happened and it’s still affecting me. Why..?
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Even if you did fuck him, it wouldn’t affect your value as a person. The fact you didn’t is relevant, but it seems that people who would judge other people’s worth on the basis of their sex lives shows really fucked up priorities. Especially given half of the people being judgmental have their own dirty laundry and if you’re high school aged, the other half wish they had some.
It doesn’t seem right that you feel like a whore, but I’d also question why being a whore makes one a bad person. My friend has been an escort, she’s still an incredible person. Bad people are people who hurt others, whatever people imagine you did or didn’t do, the only person who could potentially be defined as a victim or harmed is you.
The only people who should feel bad are any people giving you shit over this. Please don’t be one of them. =3
Okay… Thank you..