i sit in my room talking to myself, why? Because no one cares to listen. You could sit and talk about their problems but youre a burden if you talk about yours. What has the world come to where society is like that? Hopefully all of you will listen
Being average. Never will i be the strongest. Or the fastest. The smartest. I tell people i read books but little do they know i’ve never finished a book in my life. I own books but i get bored. I wont finish top of my class, i typically sit on the bottom. Algebra and chemistry just doesnt make sense. When am i ever gonna need this? History is great but i cant even succeed in a subject i love. Same with english. In business class we talk and i dont even know what the hell fraud is!! or embezzlement!! and im afraid to ask because you get made fun of. I google the definition, but im an idiot! i dont understand it. Why cant it take in more simple terms? Like i said people i’m not the strongest or the fastest. I’m always with the loser group cause i run like a giraffe with down syndrome. But here comes my biggest sadness of being average. I never will be the best looking. Or have the abs of Channing tatum. I wont sing and play guitar like John mayer. and too girls thats the only thing that matters. I think im a good kid, i try to help people and be nice, why isnt that enough? but i’m lonely every friday and saturday, as a matter of fact everyday i’m alone. sometimes i just wanna get into drugs. Or drink myself to death. I’m so pathetic. So average. Having no talent, not being blessed with anything. God shunned us. Kids like me god didnt care about. I cant ever be the guy of a girl dreams no girl will ever say “damn i wish i could date him. Please god let me be with him” it’s disheartening, being average. my ex girlfriend is talking to someone. He’s not average. He’s a runner, runs the mile in 5 minutes. Good to know god blessed him. he’s also very good looking and has abs. Again, glad god blessed him. I just wish we lived in a world like Harrison Bergeron. No one is better than anyone. Everyone is average. That way i wouldnt have to hope i get hit by a far one day. Maybe i’d actually be happy
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Hi, thought i would let you know that i read your post. I have also talked about myself in the past but nobody cares, even though i listened to their problems. (well, that was outside of this website). I wish i had some advice, i just want to be dead myself.
people are shallow and judge people on everything. It doesn’t seem to matter what you are like on the inside. It doesn’t matter how kind you are, people don’t care. They only want to talk to you if you are ‘useful’ to them in some way for their own selfish wants. I have a big bottom lip, my mouth doesn’t close properly unless i force it and pull my lips in. Braces didn’t fix this.
thank you for reading my post. im glad somewhere out there kinda feels the same way i do. and youre totally right. People seem to only want you if youre useful. as soon as youre not, youre disposable. and im really sorry to hear that, that sounds difficult to deal with. cheer up though, someday someone will love you for that lip 🙂
I am in a long distance relationship that i have been in for 5 years. Never met in real life 🙁 hes in hospital now and i don’t know what’s going to happen, his daughters sms cut me like a knife, because she tells me he wants to change his number and delete me from his phone. I hope its a lie… (his health was not great to start with, smoked for many years)
but i feel that he talks to me because he is ‘lonely’, but when something else pops up i am disposed of like rubbish. But i love him too much, i really do…
i am sorry to hear that your life is like this, but you are not pathetic or anything. People are pathetic for judging you and stuff. Hugs…
I would wish for a world that everyone was kind to each other, and didn’t judge other, and didn’t dispose of people when they are not ‘useful’ anymore. Though to be honest i don’t like life, i didn’t ask to be born, and if i was asked to be born, i would say no…
You don’t need to be the best. Just be yourself. Every one was good on something maybe you haven’t discovered it yet. Many people will take us down but always learn to stand up for who you are. Don’t compare yourself to others all of us were special to God.