Remember when I asked if
I should do it? Well, I did. I sent him a message, I said happy birthday, have a great day, wish you the best, hope you’re doing fine, may the force be always with you blah blah… And so far he didn’t answer. I guess that’s my sign.
Tomorrow is my birthday, well, in a couple of hours, so I don’t know, I don’t have that excitement I felt when I was 18, that was the last time I felt excited about my birthday. Ever since all has been plain, simple, the feeling of “whatever” and it’s sad. I don’t know how to change that. With a broken heart and a broken spirit, how can you Fight for a future?
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hellblau,
well I’m sorry I have no magic wand yes your growing up! there is no Santa! :), but be strong! laugh in the face of danger! get use to being disappointed by others, your just getting started, the sooner you say “oh well” and just deal with it the easier it becomes to do just that, do things for yourself, things you enjoy, make yourself happy as much as you can, keep busy, do hobby’s!
And one last thing! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! Yeah I know big deal, that’s how I feel too. oh well! 🙂