Life

To think I used to be such a innocent little girl..when I was in primary school my auntie died and I was really close with her and I completely broke me. I used to get bullied all the time gettin called daddy long legs cuz I was really tall and skinny that lasted the whole of primary school.. When I got into high school everything changed, yeah I found a friendship group quick but I chose the wrong one I got off in the wrong group I used to go out late all the time take drugs and drink a lot get told off by the police but then it all broke down. I started getting bullied again. I hated myself. I started cutting a lot I used to be in hospital a lot because of cutting, It didn’t only hurt me it hurt my family..but then one night I went to my mates party and drank to much I was basically paralytic  on the floor and a boy from my school sexually assaulted me.. I didn’t go out for about 4 weeks after this I hated myself, I hated myself and I wanted to go,just die, so I tried to overdose and it failed..I tried again and again and again… Now I’m in year 10 and I still want to fucking die..