The title says it all. Every single day i am so fucking depressed and nothing can change that. Many people say tomorrow will be a new and different day and that you will be better. BULSHITS! I am so fucking desperate and every day that i wake up from the 10 minutes that i can close my fucking eyes nothing gets better and nothing is improved. My depression becomes worse and worse, and when i think that this pattern will continue in the following years makes me sad and desperate. Suffering never ends…
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this post is exactly how i describe my situation too dont worry you are not alone i feel depressed daily just trying to hang in and hopeing for a better day
If you convince yourself that there is absolutely nothing that can help you you deprive yourself of opportunities and abilities that could actually help you. other than that I completely understand the hopeless frustration
Wish everyone had that wisdom Ackerman
i also feels like that
Melancholia is the worst. It makes me greatful for having A Typical. At least I can be stupidly happy for a day or two before falling into depression again. He’ll once I was happy for a whole fucking month or more. Ok so the depression after was the worst… But id take my ups and downs over melancholia any day.
For me the trick is to completely change my life. I am always trying new things… New jobs, hanging out with different people, visiting foreign lands, new philosophies. If you’re stuck in a rut something’s gotta change to get you out of it. For me there’s always been a way to change my life. I am lucky though… If I was unlucky I’d have come unstuck a long time ago.
You have to accept and come to terms with your life and find a reason to keep going. People want a lot of things but sometimes it’s unrealistic to expect your life is going to be significantly better. For the purposes of a site that enables people to offer advice nobody is going to say you might as well give up now. Nobody does that do they? Nobody will know or understand your experience of life and you just have to find a way to either exist or not exist whist enduring the least amount of pain.