I really can’t take being ignored anymore I thought maybe if I try and talk to someone it will make me feel better I tryed speaking to my dad and he said get on with it my mum just ignored me. I even tryed to tell my so called friends that I don’t want the here anymore and that just thought I was joking about nobody get it. I just can’t the pain anymore.
This is my finally goodbye thank you to everyone that tryed to make me feel better the smorning the first people that’s done that in a long time but I just can’t take it anymore everyday reaching out trying to talk about what’s going on in my head and getting shut down straight away told to deal with it or your just being silly I’m finally am ready for the pain to go away….
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The overwhelming majority of people just don’t understand what we are going through. After my plan and attempt to end it all 3 months ago, my best friend told me that what I had done was so out of the norm in his experience. He is well-meaning, as most outsiders are. Just not very informed about suicide statistics. Suicide attempts are actually fairly common in our daily lives. Most fail and are never even reported. From those on record, only a fraction succeed. So the general public out there consider it a rare phenomenon. If people were educated more about major depression and other mental conditions, it would be easier to understand why some people just don’t want to live anymore. Everyone out there takes for granted that we should all have our will to live intact. Some of us lose it and can never get it back. I wish people could understand that.