I felt better for a while and then it rushes back. Like a long lost lover with a toxic relationship. A battered person unable to leave the relationship with the abusive partner. I struggle to breath tonight as suicides embrace becomes stronger. I want to let go, give myself over to these strong clutches. I am exhausted living in denial. Seeing through the fog unknown memories. Struggling with childhoods demons.
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Feeling alone in darkness
Hey buddy, we’re here.
That is how it works for me. I’m fine one day (or for many) and it swings back like a pendulum.
It just never ends. Always back to this space