So far there have been two things, and only two things that have kept me from committing suicide.
1) Fear of the unknown.
This life is terriable yes, unbearable and causes me suffering every single day. I just want out, I just want it to end and I think I would be doing everyone a great deal if I left now. I would be ridding the world of a horrible, evil person. But I believe in being selfish, all I care for is myself and what worries me is what comes after death. What if it turns out worse than what life is like now? Who is there to say what religion is correct abou what comes next?
2)Availibilty and ease of suicide.
I have yet to come up with a method with which I would be able to ensure death with minamal time to turn back and minimal pain. Any ideas would be welcome.
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okay dont think about how to die because that just make things worst. and 2 i know how you feel about life. its like digging a hole and everyday it just seems to get deeper and you end up only seeing one light and thats up (to heaven). yet no one has tried to dig right or left or asking others for help by getting you a ladder because one day someone will come and see you and give you that ladder you need to get out with. im absolutely sorry if doesnt make sense to you, im not good at this type of stuff. but yeah try someone new is what i mean, learn a instrument, meet new people, find a new hobby and you will put your heart and soul into it, learn to love, and become something you could never imagine!!