First, there’s no such thing as a new person saying “I don’t know where to begin.” There is no place to begin, so saying that in your post means you’re overcompensating for using a different email. Second, if you talk about things that are not real, like buying happy pills or your fucking job, then you lose all credibility here. Third, every single person on earth hears voices it’s just that some people who love to judge and label things because they are afraid of not knowing things label and judge their voices to be somehow more special than self proclaimed normal people. The voice telling you that you should shove a hamburger down someone’s throat and strip naked because the government is watching you is the same voice that tells you to raise your arm to shield the sun from your eyes. If you are not blind. Fourth, it’s contradictory to claim that suicide project has a specific purpose and guidelines seeing as how suicide is a concept of bravery and freedom. Fifth, if you are deciding someone else’s reality for them and you’re joking about it or you fucking think they are trash or some bullshit then you need to check yourself because you are not taking the soul and the life seriously and that means you have no credibility whatsoever. Sixth, you do not have freedom to talk. Seven, it’s contradictory to say alcohol and drugs and cutting make you feel better because alcohol tastes like shit and chocolate cereal tastes better and drugs taste like shit and chocolate cereal tastes better and cutting is a way for life to become more real and less fake because having a cut on you just takes away the irrelevant and frivolous things. Eight, if you need more proof that I’m right, get off this computer and go and do something to someone next to you that they don’t like and make it soulful and real and watch as they strip everything from you because you messed up their perfect little space and they have a right to be free from trash like you. I’m saying they will think you’re trash in that moment. I’m not calling you trash. You call me trash.
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I’m talking about all of this because everything you do just makes me feel like shit and pissed the fuck off.
Just kill it before it lays eggs.
@Costy kill what?
I used to say that to my friends , when their gf were bad.
So what is there to kill?
Read your post. You do realize that everything you just said is simply just your opinion, right? The way you structured your post, it seemed to me like you were trying to convince yourself that these were undisputed facts.
Hate to break it to you, but these are just the opinions of one man. I understand why you’re angry. Some on this forum act like what you described, and it can be irritating. Especially for some of us that have lost our sense of humor.
I know for the most part, I have lost the ability to joke and laugh. Used to be a big part of my life. The last 10 months or so, I haven’t been myself when it comes to laughter and joy.
Since the start of the year, I have had just 8 good days out of 115. And the possibility of more good days is now gone. So laughing and smiling are not in my future.
I better make my exit now, before I turn into an angry, bitter, resentful soul.
You just decided my reality for me. You also used the word “rational” in your post therefore you have no credibility.
I don’t know what you are trying to accomplish by acting the way you are. I want to believe that you just can’t help yourself. I could be wrong, though, and it’s all premeditated.
Either way, I tend to feel sorry for people who act this way. It’s not enough to carry all the pain they have inside, they have to take it out on other people. I wish you the best.
@worthless_loser73 you are still deciding my reality for me. You need to be quiet.
I wish what you said made some sense. But I still wish you the best.
@worthless_loser73 you had a choice to not say anything or say what you said and you succeeding in calling into question my credibility while securing your position by acting civil.
None of us on this forum could possibly have any credibility. We are typing words on the internet. Anonymously, I might add.
@worthless_loser73 you just decided what i am. go away stop replying if you’re like this.
@worthless_loser73 and your words now seek to relieve culpability on your part by saying this is how things are sgfire deal with it.
Why do you repeat the same things over and over? Credibility, culpability, deciding reality. That’s all you have to say? You keep telling people to stop, but I suspect that is your ploy to continue this thread going as long as possible. And we are all playing along with your game. Shame on us, I guess.
sgfire1234 ,
weird post? everybody enjoys and deals with things in their own way, I’m drinking vodka and eating a fantastic double cheese burger! I don’t much like the taste of vodka but I like the feeling of being drunk 🙂 and then going to sleep, you sound angry at the world? it’s not anybody’s fault we are here, we had no choice, and we all are in the same boat. I feel sorry for you and everybody else including myself, lets just hope everybody can make the best of their miserable existents.
It’s everyone else’s fault except mine that i’m here. I don’t give you permission to feel sorry for me.
The great thing about having feelings is that you don’t need anyone’s permission to have them. As smart as you pretend to be, you should know that already. I still wish you the best, though.
@worthless_loser73 The great thing is that you keep deciding unilaterally what reality is for us all.
You keep writing words, but they have no real meaning, except maybe in your mind. I still wish the best for you.
@worthless_loser73 you just cannot stop
I already replied that I will stop soon enough. Until then, though, I will be wishing you the best.
@worthless_loser73 you need to stop. i want you to stop right now.
Just because something doesn’t taste as good as chocolate cereal doesn’t mean that chocolate cereal is better than the things that don’t taste as good. People don’t drink alcohol or take drugs because they taste better than chocolate. That’s just silly.
If it’s not about the taste then people are not looking at what’s real because a person who would take booze over chocolate cereal likes having a harder life because alcohol is harder to ingest because of taste than chocolate cereal.
But chocolate cereal doesn’t give you that wonderful boozy feeling from all the gin.
@Xanadu You just proved me right, that these people would rather do the hard work in drinking something that tastes bad in order to reach the place they want to be. That is called being a busy body. You want a harder life.
@sgfire1234: Would you rather eat something sweet that makes you feel bloated afterwards, or drink something that tastes not-so-great, but makes you feel happy and giggly afterwards? I’ll take both, please.
@xanadu it’s not about would I rather. It’s about the fact that I don’t like the taste of alcohol and that people get paid to sell bad tasting drinks to people who could have given me their money instead of buying something I don’t even drink.
Wait, they get paid to sell drinks that other people do like, but because you don’t like it, you think they should instead give you their money rather than purchase something that they enjoy drinking? O.o I am very confused right now.
sgfire1234,
I got to admit, you are so funny! “alcohol is harder to ingest because of taste than chocolate cereal” I don’t know a bunch about you! but you have to be young! 🙂 “chocolate cereal” ha ha! it’s about escaping reality, that’s alcohol does, a form of self medicating, we are searching for the magic pill, the chocolate cereal, that will make life a little more bearable.
Personally, I prefer the little pink ones. They’re also delicious!
@rocketman I am not funny. If I said chocolate cake instead of chocolate cereal then you wouldn’t be calling me young. Moreover, you lose credibility because you think age makes a difference or is at all relevant.
sgfire1234,
ok I’ll go along with your thinking! I could be wrong! but are you young? and chocolate cake and chocolate cereal are the same in my book! 🙂 “you think age makes a difference or is at all relevant.” that tells me your young! you don’t understand! yes age makes a difference! learn and respect your elders, when you are older then you will want to be respected, for your opinion and your wisdom, learn! and listen! take any good advice that’s real make it your own, and make it better! it’s a measure of your worth! instead of resisting say to yourself is there anything he said that makes since? anything? take that! and become a better person. you are young aren’t you! 🙂 don’t lie! I was young too! that’s why I know! 🙂
@rocketman You have lost all credibility due to the obvious fact you think I’m a joke. You need to stop.
sgfire1234 6th point says that we don’t have any freedom to talk. So sgfire1234 why are you talking?
Because I can talk. I am more egalitarian in my life than you are so if you talk it’s because you’re trying to take advantage of the situation but if I talk then I’m trying to decrease diversity and discrepancies and bring forth what is real.
Being angry at the world is OK. What I find objectionable is taking that anger out at everyone else. And having or not having credibility is really the least of my problems right now. I’m not planning on being here for more than 48 hours. So I wish you the best.
Can you say how ? Only 1 word. Rope? Jump? or projectile?
@worthless_loser73 Stop talking.
Oh I will soon enough. Until then, though, I will point out that you don’t make any sense. I still wish you the best.
Stop
Stopping soon enough. Just be patient.
stop typing. you will not type to tell me to be patient. you will not be a busy body and make me feel like shit by continuing to type after i tell you to get off the computer.
No one is required to accept your version of reality (or listen to you).
@sg oh, so you can talk and all the rest of us can’t? yeah, that’s real egalitarian…
this whole thing just made me feel better for a few moments thank you
@hiitsme0819 I don’t know why this made you feel better.
sorry in my own sick way i guess i kind of got a kick out of all the negativity comedy gold
@hiitsme0819 what negativity comedy gold?
Seems like every half wit on the planet has online access these days, and they love to type nonsense.
@Morris Me or someone else? And regardless of who it is why are you deciding other people’s reality?
Isn’t that what you did? Disguising opinions as “facts” in your essay, proclaiming “the truth” when everything you wrote is just your own biased, subjective opinion?
No offense, you’re funny. You’re a great caricature representing the know-nothing know-it-alls I’m forced to share this planet with.
Also, @Morris, I only looked as far back as April 17 but you have not posted anything. I can’t click your name to find your posts. Why are you criticizing when you don’t even post anything or have a page for people to click?
I was banned for posting porn on here. (Naked Asian Hot Tub Party).
I no longer create posts, I just leave occasional comments.
@Morris This discredits you further. You don’t take this seriously. Next.
@Morris You lose credibility because you don’t take this serious. You are saying things that are irrelevant. You need to shut up and stop.
Take what seriously, life? Hahah
No wonder you’re depressed. That’s your problem right there.
You’re born, you live, then you die. Why get your panties all bunched up over that?
@Morris, Next. Stop replying, turn off your computer, come back tomorrow when you’re serious.
Sorry. Didn’t mean to confuse you with reality.
Why so serious?
@Morris next.
Rule #6: You do not have the freedom to talk.
I guess you, me, and everyone on the planet (who’s able to communicate) has broken that rule.
🙂
How can anyone take this shit seriously?
Stop
Hahahahaha.
stop it
I also find this post amusing! Lol. . Because the post is a load of non-sense and you can’t even see your own negativity, and You talk about credibility? Lol.. Ughh… This site and its users are priceless. 🙂
@soulsister You just proved you like making me feel like shit. You need to stop using emojis and come back when you stop dicking around. Stop.
Sorry I don’t want to make you feel like shit, im sorry darlin 🙂 lol.. im just trying to open your eyes to the content of your post. Do you even know the hyprocisy and judgments you are portraying in your post and you call this reality and truth. Hmm… Have a good day!!! ) 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
@soulsister stop. you have no credibility. go away.
Do you truly believe this post has credibility, for any decent debate?? Lol…Your kidding me. Yeah I’ll stop now having debates with my bottle of vodka is more enlightening :p :p :p
Dammitt sorry here’s those lovely emojis you like. Take it as a peace offering? 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
stop
@soulsister are you reading the same 80 comments i’ve been reading? you need to stop commenting and come back when you stop disregarding what i say because you don’t like it.
What bothers me about you but which I find funny is your cocky, know it all poor me attitude. Your the one not willing to see other peoples views and this is the main reason your post has no credibility. 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂
I think we need an upgrade on trolls on this site. These days all we get are amateurs. Anyone with me?
stop it how am i a troll when you decide what my reality is and you think this is a joke and you’re not serious. come back when you stop dicking around.
You’ve already decreed what other people’s reality is based on your own subjective perspective. (Read lame list of rules above).
No offense, but you’re either:
1) Stupid
2) Mentally ill/ Delusional
3) A lame troll
I told you to stop. you have a choice to affirm your existence and masturbate to your words or you can make me feel good.
Never been good at following rules, especially when the shot caller is a chump.
🙂
You’re full of shit. A poodle wearing lipstick is still just a poodle.
@Morris I told you to stop. I’m telling you to stop. Go away from the computer. Come back when you’re done entertaining yourself and you want to act right.
@sgfire1234 Didn’t you write this post with the intention of entertaining yourself?
Hahaha
The troll ordered me to stop.
I better listen or he’ll call the Troll Enforcement Task Force.
@Morris stop you need to go.
@Opacity No I am not entertaining myself write now. I am serious right now. I have noticed that other people on the internet do not take things seriously and make me want out of this world because you do whatever the fuck you want to do and you decide my reality for me because you can and you have empathy deficits.
@sgfire If you are unable to try to see things from someone else’s perspective, i.e., their ‘reality,’ that would mean that you yourself have empathy deficits. I’d suggest that you stop being so judgmental and painting yourself as the victim. Realize that the way other people treat you usually reflects back on how you act towards them (unless they’re you’re family members, family members are often unkind for no reason).
@Opacity stop. you need to leave. come back when you are serious.
? I was deadly serious.
P.S. Chocolate cereal isn’t bad.
@Opacity If i tell you to leave because i want you to leave and you stay and tell me i have an empathy deficit that’s called irony.
And again you have decided what the world is and i cannot contradict you.
Just because you think alcohol tastes bad doesn’t mean that other people think so to.
You can’t decide other people’s reality for them. Deciding another person’s reality is a direct contradiction of rule #5.
It’s difficult to take a hypocrite seriously, and I think alcohol tastes divine.
@Morris I already said that if they spend money on things I don’t buy instead of giving it to me then I am correct in criticizing them and they are wrong for defending their actions because I want it my way because their way and your way make me pissed off and outraged that I cannot contradict you because you prove you will always treat me like trash if i say things you don’t want to hear.
I see. So you think you’re God and you’re upset because the rest of the planet doesn’t see you as you see yourself.
No wonder you’re on this site.
Have you considered therapy?
@Morris you just decided unilaterally what this world is and what’s happening right now. I’m offering you the choice to stop and yet you seem incapable of stopping because you don’t know any better.
“Of course there are alternate realties. There are over 7 billion on this planet alone.” – @TheTweetOfGod – Twitter profile.
@opacity stop.
If you can’t handle the comments people write on your attention-seeking post, you should have set it as ‘no comments.’ Or you can just delete it and go about your life without worrying about the opinions of those on an online suicide blog.
@Opacity you’re not getting the fact that you decided my post is attention seeking and that i cannot contradict you because you think i’m trash. there wouldn’t be comments calling me a joke if you did not write them. you relieve culpability because you won’t accept the fact that you are the only problem i have and you won’t stop because you don’t like what i say.
trash is trash, what are we suppose to call trash?
@Opacity moreover the proof that i am not attention seeking is that for eighty percent of the comments i have commanded you all to stop and yet you do not stop. i am explicitly telling you to stop.
The real world doesn’t work like that. You can’t be controversial and then run away covering your ears because you don’t like how people react. That’s called being a coward and/or immature.
@Opacity The real world is whatever way people like you say it is because that’s how the world exists. You seem incapable of understanding that to keep criticizing me while being criticized and laughed at by Morris and soulsister is cowardice.
Would you have felt better if nobody commented at all, or would you have been enraged and written another post about how you’re ignored while others you deem as less relevant than yourself received attention?
@Opacity you’re not getting it. i’m offering you a choice to act right and to stop deciding other people’s fates. but you love saying whatever you want to say ignoring other people’s feelings and you are unfazed and will do it again tomorrow and the next day. you will not stop.
Are you speaking to *me* personally? (Are you another one of my stalkers?) Or are you just lashing out at a construct you’ve conceptualized of anyone who doesn’t fully agree with what you say?
@Opacity Again you lose credibility for talking the way you are talking. stop. i want you to leave if you are like this. The only reason you are still here is to make me feel like shit. that is cowardice.
I wasn’t trying to make you feel like shit, but if you’re a troll then that was your aim on this site – to take out your rage on everyone else.
I suspect you’ll be banned soon enough, so enjoy the attention while it lasts.
It’s funny. If you write something he can’t counter rationally he says “stop”
“Stop making sense! You’re making my ears hurt”!
why do we still give this guy attention wtf