I don’t know what the hell’s going on. I’m on Prozac, 20 mg/day. I don’t do alcohol or drugs or anything. I’m not even that depressed right now. But I’m seeing things…at first these things weren’t too scary, just a little annoying, like Gingy would steal my pencils and hide them. But now Gingy’s rabid. Whenever he shows up I lock myself in the bathroom. He can’t get in the bathroom because that’s where I was conceived.
What the hell am I supposed to do? He brought some of his friends, they’re outside…the doors are locked, my dad’s at work…it’s tough to even focus on school work when he’s tormenting me.
There’s four or five of them, hard to tell. You can’t see them head on, but they fade in through the window out of the corner of your eye. Most of them look harmless, except for this one skeletal blackbird creature…fuck, it’s chewing the flesh off its bones, and when it’s got nothing left, it’ll come for me, fuck fuck help please, I’d rather take myself than surrender to that freak
Sometimes you don’t know if you just hear wind or emptiness in your ears. They sound like sad little whispers
Please help, I’m really terrified. There’s no one to talk to. I’m alone until my dad gets home from work tomorrow. It’s telling me to carve things into pine wood, but I can’t, because then he blinds me and I begin carving on my thigh, since I can’t distinguish between them!!
But if I don’t listen it’ll kill me
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You should book an appointment with your psychiatrist ASAP and inform them of what’s happening. Obviously it’s not normal to be having visions.
Remember that’s all they are – just visions. They can’t hurt you. Don’t let them get to you, don’t listen to what they say. Tell them they aren’t real and that they have no affect on you.
Don’t cut yourself either, try to do something to help relax you.
What I do when I’m feel scared is put something on in the background. Have the T.V. going, put on a favorite song, sing along to it. Listen to classical music. Go to youtube and search ‘hilarious’…
Yeh I agree with Opacity those things feed of fear and pain. You have to be strong and wipe that fear from your mind. Use some psychic protection techniques like – imagining a force field of light around you. Make up a mantra that makes you feel powerful like- “You have no power over me” (ok I stole that from labyrinth,it’s 6am!). You can use signs and symbols designed to ward off evil too. The cross is a good one… Even if you’re not religious.. It effects elementals as it is such an achient symbol. It holds a lot of energy as it has bee. Used against evil so often. You can take these suggestions and find more suitable one for you. I carry a huge silver astral sword and chop the bastards up.
How long have you been on Prozac? I had atypical side effects after Venlafaxine and Escitalopram and Asentra so I guess it may be because of your antidepressant.
This is classical schizophrenia, please seek help immediately it is treatable.
Not exactly, there are at least 3 other possibilities, aggressive borderline symptoms, depression in bipolar disorder, and mania in bipolar disorder with psychotic features – plus mania could have been triggered by Skeleton’s antidepressant.
You cannot afford to wait for an appointment. If you have not gone already, PLEASE go to the ER IMMEDIATELY. Being in a psychotic state can be extremely dangerous and they will be able to help you get out of that state. The last time my friend was in a psychotic state he nearly died. Please do not wait any longer. Get off the internet and get to the ER NOW!