That’s kind of harsh what you’re saying, not that you’re not the first one to feel this way. I felt that kind of resentment years ago when my son was young. He was my motivation to get sober and mental health treatment. We managed to have some good years together. He’s graduating from high school next month and I’m going through a divorce with my wife, but I’m glad I stuck around even though life kind of sucks right now. I’m not trying to guilt you because you obviously hurt, but you already know how much it would fuck your boys up if you killed yourself. My wish for you is that you could find the strength to go on, and maybe you could get some help if you think you need it. I know it won’t be easy. And try not no beat yourself up about feeling resentful toward your boys. You sound smart and caring and I believe you can find the strength to keep going. Best of luck to you!
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That’s kind of harsh what you’re saying, not that you’re not the first one to feel this way. I felt that kind of resentment years ago when my son was young. He was my motivation to get sober and mental health treatment. We managed to have some good years together. He’s graduating from high school next month and I’m going through a divorce with my wife, but I’m glad I stuck around even though life kind of sucks right now. I’m not trying to guilt you because you obviously hurt, but you already know how much it would fuck your boys up if you killed yourself. My wish for you is that you could find the strength to go on, and maybe you could get some help if you think you need it. I know it won’t be easy. And try not no beat yourself up about feeling resentful toward your boys. You sound smart and caring and I believe you can find the strength to keep going. Best of luck to you!