The demon in my head just keeps getting louder every day. It’s to the point where everything around me is tuned out and he is all I can hear. I cant silence him. I’m at the point where im ready to listen, I just want peace. Ive chosen antifreeze and gatorade combo. Ive done thorough research and believe this is the best method for me. I only want peace.
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I just want peace too. I understand where you are coming from.
If I could just get that voice to go away… I still wouldn’t be ok, but I think I’d be able to bear the other pain.
I struggle with the same demon. The devil telling me how nobody loves me. How I’m a nobody n worthless n a burden on ppl. N everyone would be better off without me. I rebuke the devil n cuss him out daily b plead for God to make the demon stop but I also struggle with questioning God on why he allows this pain n sadness in my life for all these yrs. But honestly all I know is that the devil is out to kill (kill us thru suicide) steal (peace of mind and our lives) and destroy (our minds). It’s a constant battle. Stay strong. And look into EMDR therapy or meditation therapy. I’ll pray you can overcome the demon inside your mind. Please pray for me as well. It’s hard but I know it can be overcome!
Sounds like you people suffer from schizophrenia and not some fantasy demons.I guess you are religious so your beliefs is making you think that it’s a demon.
I suggest a psychiatrist to help you with your problems.
How does the antifreeze and gaterade thing work?
I use the term ” demon ” to explain what I feel is going on inside my head. I’m simply referring to a malevolent cycle of thought. The emotional burden I’m bearing at this time has nothing to do with a mental disorder or supernatural force. It’s life, it’s the people around me, it’s failure after failure. I have finally reached my breaking point…