Me.

I don’t know. I’m really different. I have a lot of problems with myself. I always have to battle my inner self. I mean that’s something I always have to deal with. I always have to fight it.

My emotions play a big role in my life. In a way they pretty much control everything I do or say. Like if I’m placed in a sad situation my pity and my own problems affect what I do or say. I cry or I feel my “hole” opening.

My “hole” is literally a really dark hole I feel right between my throat and my chest that opens up whenever I’m sad and I keep all my feelings in there and every time it’s harder for me to close.

It’s kinda hard to explain……