My uncle died back in February. He had a seizure that ultimately took his life. He sat on life support for almost 2weeks before they pulled the plug. When I saw him the first time, I knew there was no chance.
I stood in the hospital room and watched him fight for his life thinking this should be me. I wish I could switch spots. What he do to get what I had been asking for. He wanted to live. I didn’t. He had kids, a wife, and ppl who cared. I don’t. So why did he go instead of me? I know that probably makes me selfish because I wanted to take his spot but I don’t understand life sometimes.
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I have discovered this: the secret to immortality is to genuinely wish to die.
That is very sad, what happened to your uncle. I hope his family will all be okay. I hope you will be too. Please try to take care of yourself.
you should have peace too. That does not makes you selfish.