Basically, I just don’t want to be here anymore. I don’t feel like anyone needs me here anymore, or that it’s a bad thing entirely to want people to need you.
I feel like a complete idiot, mistakes piled on mistakes, it just drives me nuts. Sure I know the whole “everyone makes mistakes talk” but I never learn from any of them.
I tried to let my emotions out through this girl I like and I’m constantly paranoid thinking that everything I told her doesn’t matter and that everyone on Earth including myself doesn’t want to hear other peoples problems. I’m rambling
Just help me get this over with please, list off some viable methods and I’ll get to it.
Things to consider
-I live with family
-Have $500 in the bank (let’s see what I can do with that)
-Painless exit I beg of you, quick at least
-Can’t buy a gun