I have been feeling this way for a long time now. I really don’t know why though, I wish i did. I feel like dying is the only option for me. But I can’t because my Mom needs me. I have tons of scars that I wish I could hide but I can’t since its the summer and its really fucking hot. Its hard to feel this way and want to die but you can’t because you know it will hurt the ones you love. *sigh* I really need to think…….
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Maybe the energy you’re channeling toward suicidal thoughts is inhibiting you from identifying another problem? It sounds like you want to live, but it also sounds like you have been through some shit.
What do you need to think about?
I need to think all this through. Whether I want to die or not.
I’m sorry you wish you could die. 🙁 I’m glad you have your mom. You are a caring person. Keep thinking, keep searching for what you need.
Take great care of YOU.
Thank you